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Aboût 26 September 2009, 9:17 PM
Don't understand why my life sucks? Feel like being controlled by a freak. Everything, every minute report report. Like a dog pulled by its latch every now and then. Sucks.
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Aboût 25 August 2009, 2:22 PM
Why?
 
Why am I studying?
 
Why am I procrastinating?
 
Why can't my life just end the way it is?
 
Why must I exist?
 
Why can't I sleep forever and never wake?
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Aboût 21 August 2009, 6:49 PM
I woke up at around 7 am today because I had a morning 8 am maths lecture. Why must lecture start at such a early time? lols. Fortunately, I wasn't late for class today. I was 15 mins earlier, o.O hahas.
 
Actually, most of my lectures are on friday and I had to rush for another right after one ended. That's tiring. The maths lecture was alright, the lecturer started on functions f(x) and completed it in two hours. Then I had to rush over to another side of nus to attend another lecture. I really don't know much about the things covered. Either the lecturer has problem explaining it or I'm dumb. He just go on explaining till I'm confused.
 
As for my bio lecture, it's another module that I had not grasp the understanding yet. I will have to spend more times then. God Bless me.
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Aboût 20 August 2009, 7:05 PM
Both are chinese songs introduced by my dar (:
 
失恋无罪
 
你说我对你紧紧跟随
你觉得疲惫
你一句话就 逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择
-个人睡
我忍住眼泪 我尊重眼泪
孤独万岁 失恋无罪
谁保证 一觉醒来有人陪
我对于人性早有预备
还不算太黑
独身万岁 失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人 才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由
难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃
并不是在犯罪
 
and
 
我还是不懂
 
你走了 换一个寂寞
和我对坐
摇晃的 开著的门口
冷风来笑我
这一场 支离破碎的梦
是不是你想要的结果
痛过 伤过 好过没爱过
就是我现在的感受
伤口再痛 痛不过
背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过
你给的冷漠
我站在你给的角落
看透你虚假的温柔
我知道这一次 我还是不懂
你走吧 别又再回头
说你难过
这一次 不会再接受
廉价的笑容
这一场 支离破碎的梦
是不是你想要的结果
痛过 伤过 好过没爱过
就是我现在的感受
伤口再痛 痛不过
背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过
你给的冷漠
我走到你给的尽头
领悟你所谓的承诺
我知道为什么 从不说爱我
别再用那眼神看着我
让我走 不要再伤害我
还给你要的自由 是种解脱
伤口再痛 痛不过
背叛的伤痛 ... Read more »
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Aboût 20 August 2009, 6:00 PM
One week had just passed. Now, I'm already into week 2 of university. The modules are getting harder to comprehend(especially mathematics and computer organization). Think I have to spend long hours pratising problem sums, flipping through lecture notes.
 
Besides, the english module really bored me. Just because I failed my QET test, I have to spend 4 hours of tutorial each week. Apart from that, I cannot get any modular credits (MC) from reading it because it's a 0MC module. Every lessons, the professor will use terms that I don't know. I feel it's a pretty waste of time. I would have taken one more module if I wasn't allocated this.
 
Next week, tutorial will start for most of my modules. Guess it means more homework now. Hope I can cope well throughout this semester. God Bless! 
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Aboût 18 August 2009, 3:10 PM

Hello. This marks my first blog entry on my personal website, hosted by uCoz. I'd just started my university's life recently and I'm studying a total of 5 modules this semester(Yr1, Sem1). But, life's pretty boring and stressful. I have to keep up with the pace or I'll be a goner. Must work hard! Let's hope I can score for this semester. God Bless always!

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